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Well this week has been crazy busy. I’ve had a couple of job seeking days which involved me  going on a couple of interviews / meetings whatever you want to call them. They try to help you understand how to find a job and try find me courses I could possibly progress onto. They also gave some tips on how to approach interviews  and improve your CV. It didn’t help too much but it certainly gave me a confidence boost. I have another quick meeting on Monday to improve my CV which I’m looking forward to. My CV is a shambles it needs a lot of improvement and things adding to it but I don’t have a clue where to start.

I went to the doctors Friday to get off of my medication I have been on for a long time to deal with my anxiety and depression. I am finally off them now for good. I stopped taking them on my own accord about a month ago now. I feel so much better and more confident since I’ve came off them which is weird. I was relying on them too much I think. What makes me happier about being off them is Rosie is proud of me :) She knows and has helped me quite a bit since I’ve been on them and I didn’t tell her at first as I didn’t think more of it. When I told her she was shocked and knowing she is proud of me just makes me so happy it’s unreal! :) I’ve also come off my sleeping tablets as I was having problems sleeping but I have a few left if I need to take them but after that no more.

Just in the process of moving Fragtopia over to our new web hosting at the moment and installing the forums. So glad we have new hosting thanks Elliot for offering us it at that nice price! We were getting sick of all the downtime on our old host but that won’t happen anymore with our new one thank god. It hopefully will draw in more users. If you haven’t checked out Fragtopia yet you can at www.fragtopia.co.uk our site isn’t up yet but once our forums our I will tweet it and the url will be www.fragtopia.co.uk/forums/ main page will be up as soon as possible but we need the forums up before anything to get everyone signed up again.

Anyway phew! That was one big update.. hope you like the new theme and I’ll try update again in a couple of days.

Phew.. so yesterday was hectic. I woke up late, went in college, printed all my work off for my showcase and then had to sit around for a few hours doing nothing because the tutor was busy helping others put their work up which is understandable. Bloody wish I didn’t sleep in, stupid me! I eventually got all my artwork up and it looks amazing. I’m not the best artist in the world and not very good at being erm… how do you say it proud of my work. Because I thought it was pretty poor. Now I’ve had a change of heart since it was mounted on the wall it looks brilliant! So anyone in Oldham, Greater Manchester make sure you come to the showcase Monday night 18:30 PM if you can.

Just had a long msn convo with evilmunky (check out his twitter). He is one top guy! I shouldn’t of stayed up this late… I need to be up for 8, DOH. Oh well lie in tomorrow woo! Got to sort my sketchbook out over the weekend and hand it in Tuesday for my final marks then I’m done. Still considering going back for a year or two to get some more qualifications. Still not sure which college to go for… so hard!

Anyway I’m signing off.. going to wake Rosie up in the morning she wants me to call her :) love talking to Rosie when I first open my eyes makes my day so much better! Good night readers of my boring blog!

P.S. Oh yeah, theme change the new WordPress 3.0 default theme woop! Shall finish sorting it all out properly over the weekend.

I’m so stressed tonight. The thought of leaving college very soon is just dawning on me and it’s my showcase to show my final major project off on Monday night. It needs to be all printed off and on the boards by Friday. I’m pretty much finished doing all my work I just need to work up some posters and then tidy up my sketchbook. Hopefully I pass… I’m doubtful I won’t because I lost a lot of interest in the course after being off ill with my anxiety.

So yeah  if anyone was wondering why I hadn’t updated that’s why I’ve just been so busy and totally forgot about my blog if I’m honest. I’ll try update as much as possible. Once I’m done with college it won’t be so bad I’ll be updating a lot more. Anyway I’m off to stuff my face because I’m starving and download episode one of True Blood season 3. I’m been waiting for season 3 for months I’m such a Trubie! I love it. Vampires, shape shifters and much more epic! I’ll let you know what I think of episode one but for now I’m signing off, good night.

Woo so it’s now half term officially thank god! I really needed this week off not just to have a break but to get some more of my final major project work done for college. I’m hoping to be done with my landscapes and at least a couple more characters at least worked up in photoshop and hopefully finished by June 7th. I’ve got enough time to get it all done so it’s not so bad.

I’ve not got much to talk about right now I’m really tired but had a fun night talking to Rosie on msn. She was hyper and it was just funny some of the stuff she came out with! I love you Rosie! ♥ I’m off to bed in a minute once I’m done watching the end of this movie The Haunting. It’s pretty damn good never seen it before but very strange and twisted. I was expecting it to be scary but it wasn’t just a good story with one of my favourite actors, Owen Wilson. Sadly he got decapitated at the end.. booo.

I might take a break from blogging till Monday and have a nice rest over the weekend. I’m off out getting some passport photos done tomorrow for my application to the army I need two passport photos. I have to fill the rest of the forms in tomorrow too. So I’m going to be one busy bee!

Anyway I hope you all have a nice weekend! :)
Good night ladies and gents.

Well .. today’s gone well so far considering I dislike Mondays. Had a nice lie in since I wasn’t in college til 1.30pm so good times! Although college was so boring and a drag with the whining Scottish tutor. Some Scottish people are nice but he is not one of them. He rarely has anything good to say and has a go at you for nothing it takes the piss.

When I got home had some dinner like you do. Had a lie down on my bed for an hour or so as this heat we’re getting at the minute is crazy. Keeping me up at night and making me sleepy during the day.

When I woke up around half seven-ish I had a nice long call with Rosie. I wish she was coming up this weekend gutted but it was unfortunate the car broke this week what a bummer! She’s maybe coming up next weekend though so that would be awesome. Missing you so much Rosie really can’t wait to be with you in the summer it’s going to be awesome!  I’m just in bed right now about to go to sleep after watching the end of Shaun of the Dead. Love this movie I’ve seen it so many times! That’s me for today anyway.

Good night boys & girls.
P.S. Rest In Peace Paul Gray (Slipknot Bassist) you will be missed.

Well today I woke up around dinner time. Went down stairs had a cup of tea and the weather was and still is scorching! I was planning on going out today but I really didn’t feel like it. I only had to take some books back to the library but it’s just come to me that I need to get my nana a birthday card snap! It’s her birthday Monday so I’m hoping the card shop will be open tomorrow or I’m gonna have to get one Monday morning eek.

So today’s been pretty good even though I haven’t done much. Had a fair few nice ice cold beers and now I’m gonna jump into bed and finish off watching this very poor quality movie called Loch Ness Terror it’s not even worth calling a budget film but it’s late. I’m having this one last beer then I’m off to sleep.

Good night ladies and gents. :)