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Well then it’s been a while since I’ve got round to updating my blog due to a lot of other things getting in the way and getting sidetracked. I’ve been quite busy still really in a way. I’ve been getting my CV sorted out and other things to help me possibly get a job so fingers crossed. I really want a job I’m sick of been sat at home. I’ll admit it’s fun playing games but there is only so much you can do before you want to just go out and have money. I need money to go see Rosie more I miss her like crazy. Saving up to get a train ticket at the mo but it’s going to take at least another month I think. I’m going to get one of those rail cards so I can get some money off travel. It might not be much but every penny counts at the minute!!

I and the team over at www.fragtopia.co.uk have pretty much finished up the site now. Just some minor tweaks here and there plus adding some features to make the site more user friendly. We just need more members really. We have quite a few active ones that we appreciate but the more the merrier! So if anyone is reading this and is a gamer on any platform go ahead and give us a visit, sign up and introduce yourself.

I’m going to start my running again today. I need to keep my fitness up it made me feel better when I used to do it before. Going to slowly get back into press ups and sit ups as well gradually doing more. I can still do them easily but I don’t want to over do it.

Anyway .. less of the blogging going to watch the rest of Scarface and go to sleep. Night!

Well this week has been crazy busy. I’ve had a couple of job seeking days which involved me  going on a couple of interviews / meetings whatever you want to call them. They try to help you understand how to find a job and try find me courses I could possibly progress onto. They also gave some tips on how to approach interviews  and improve your CV. It didn’t help too much but it certainly gave me a confidence boost. I have another quick meeting on Monday to improve my CV which I’m looking forward to. My CV is a shambles it needs a lot of improvement and things adding to it but I don’t have a clue where to start.

I went to the doctors Friday to get off of my medication I have been on for a long time to deal with my anxiety and depression. I am finally off them now for good. I stopped taking them on my own accord about a month ago now. I feel so much better and more confident since I’ve came off them which is weird. I was relying on them too much I think. What makes me happier about being off them is Rosie is proud of me :) She knows and has helped me quite a bit since I’ve been on them and I didn’t tell her at first as I didn’t think more of it. When I told her she was shocked and knowing she is proud of me just makes me so happy it’s unreal! :) I’ve also come off my sleeping tablets as I was having problems sleeping but I have a few left if I need to take them but after that no more.

Just in the process of moving Fragtopia over to our new web hosting at the moment and installing the forums. So glad we have new hosting thanks Elliot for offering us it at that nice price! We were getting sick of all the downtime on our old host but that won’t happen anymore with our new one thank god. It hopefully will draw in more users. If you haven’t checked out Fragtopia yet you can at www.fragtopia.co.uk our site isn’t up yet but once our forums our I will tweet it and the url will be www.fragtopia.co.uk/forums/ main page will be up as soon as possible but we need the forums up before anything to get everyone signed up again.

Anyway phew! That was one big update.. hope you like the new theme and I’ll try update again in a couple of days.